On things spiritual.

"There is a difference between the observable universe and the physical universe."
-Chris Impey

Coming across the aforementioned sentence during astronomy was supposed to serve the purpose of driving the author's point home.  Unfortunately, it actually distracted me.  Something about the wording reminded me of another quote:

"Methinks that in looking at things spiritual, we are too much like oysters observing the sun through the water, and thinking that thick water the thinnest of air."
-Herman Melville

Another one that came to mind, too, from C.S. Lewis' Miracles.  In it, he describes reality as a sort of building with several floors, where we don't know what is happening on the other floors.  Of course, if you've ever stayed in a noisy hotel, you know that floors of buildings aren't completely cut off from each other.  You might catch glimpses- or, more likely, noises that sound like elephants at 2 a.m.- but you can't fully understand what's going on unless you are actually present on the floor. C.S. Lewis explains it much more elegantly, but I unfortunately cannot remember where in the book he discussed it.  I'm sorry.

Anyway, a thought has been playing through my head recently, and it goes like this:

I'm glad I serve a God that I could never imagine fully.

Yes, sometimes faith is frustrating.  Yes, I long for a close and personal relationship with my Savior, which would be a lot easier if He wasn't so unlike anything I've ever experienced.  Yes, there are days that I wish Christianity was always easy to understand, believe, and live.

But what if it was?

If I always had the answers, do you know what that would mean?
It would mean that God was like me.  That's the only way I'd be able to fully comprehend Him.  (Although, to be honest, I don't fully understand myself, but I tend to think that's because I was made by an intelligence greater than mine.)

That's actually pretty terrifying.  Given the two alternatives, I would take uncertainty every time.

But it's not just that.  I love the fact that I will never run out of things to be taught by God.  All the days of my life, He will continue to gently correct my perceptions and replace them with reality.  I can go deeper and deeper and never reach His end.  And I will never have to lose the sense of wonder and amazement that fills me when I ponder His character in all the ways He reveals it: His Word, His Spirit, His creation.

Just to be clear, I am not trying to imply that this means I don't need to endeavor to comprehend God to the fullest extent of my ability.  I'm simply rejoicing that that struggle will never end, until I see Him as He is.

"Dear friends, now we are children of God, and what we will be has not yet been made known.  But we know that when Christ appears, we shall be like Him, for we shall see Him as He is.  All who have this hope in Him purify themselves, just as He is pure."
-1 John 3:2-3

Hey there

So it's been a while.  A shockingly long while, actually.

I've been good- keeping busy with college and work and trying to draw every day (see the recent example above).  In the process, it seems that my blog has been neglected more than usual.

Hopefully, I'll be posting soon, but it seemed rather abrupt to just jump in with my random thoughts without giving some sort of transition post to let everyone know that I am alive and have not forgotten how to use blogger.

The blog herself is much...  brighter than I'd remembered.  I think she might be getting a little color update soon.  We'll see.  I probably shouldn't promise too much.  :)

See you soon!  :)

Julianne